Broken promises to myself

Almost two weeks no contact and I text him , of course no answer .

More pain inside , screaming for help but nobody hear me .

I did not make it

I broke my promise to myself .

I failed

I tripped

I  am weak

This man have such power over me , even he is useless , living with parents , not having good job , lair , cheater , complete pleasure seeker and I still hurting and make mistakes .

Is it my ego ?

I have no answers why I can let go?

I dont have any addiction , I dont smoke , I dont drink , I live pretty healthy lifestyle , still cant let go of him …

Wishing for protection from universe

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