Almost two weeks no contact and I text him , of course no answer .
More pain inside , screaming for help but nobody hear me .
I did not make it
I broke my promise to myself .
I am weak
This man have such power over me , even he is useless , living with parents , not having good job , lair , cheater , complete pleasure seeker and I still hurting and make mistakes .
Is it my ego ?
I have no answers why I can let go?
I dont have any addiction , I dont smoke , I dont drink , I live pretty healthy lifestyle , still cant let go of him …
Wishing for protection from universe